Trickery of Loneliness

by wewriteourownstories

Have you ever been alone for so long, or felt so lonely, that your mind, body and soul tries to instinctively check if every single person you come into contact with of the opposite gender, could possibly a match for you? They try to trick you into thinking that there might be something there, your heart aches for it and want it too. But deep down, you know that isn’t so, and it’s just your longing to be held, to be loved, to feel love.

It gets really irritating, and it pushes me further from wanting to interact with people because I don’t want to make a wrong decision or judgement just because I am in this state of mind. It sucks because you will initially perk up and feel a lil warmth inside, and then you come to realization that this probably isn’t what you want it to be, and from there, you free fall your way back into the abyss. Falling further from where you had crawled out from.
How then, will you pick yourself up for good from a situation like that I wonder..